I miss lots of things

I can't believe it already has been almost a month since I came here! Time is really quick in here I don't know why. Well, of course I miss American stuff and all of my friends. But I guess I'm just coming back to my normal life, even I don't want to. I'm just afraid of forgetting all memories what I had with my friends. One person said who I met before 'The people who you met in America, they're not your best friends not even friends so don't call them friends..they're just the people who you've known before. So come back to your real life.'
I wanted to say BULLSHIT! but I couldn't cause he's much older than me..:(
I was kinda mad at that but I think he's right. I mean A LITTLE BIT! Maybe long time later it can be true but at least now it's not. I'm sure it doesn't matter where did I meet all of my friends and where are they from. I just had good relationships (at least I did) with my friends and I think we're still friends all together. I don't know what they think but I just wanna believe we're still!
Tomorrow I have a big test and I'm able to take it two more time after tomorrow. I'm so nervouse and not really ready for that even that's English test. I have to memorize lots of business words what I've never used them! The test is called  TOEIC and it has listening part and reading part. Each part's full creadit is 495 so it's gonna be 990...Whatever it is I just hate it like POOP! I have to get more than 900 for go to university but it's not esay because this test is all about business. So whoever the people read this, please pray for me lol not just for tomorrow! for two more test. ;) I know no one's reading this LOL it's sad...so sad..
Anyways! I can't wait until get in the university because I'm gonna have time for job which I couldn't get it until now.
I have about $160 in my piggy bank! I'm just saying lol
Well...I don't know why I'm writing this..maybe because I'm nervouse and wanna get over it.


Good night ;)